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Snow storm in December...
There was little to do other than watch it fall and build. I made sure the squirrels and birds had plenty to eat right outside my dining area windows so I could watch them. Once again, I have created a monster I have named Fatso. He has to be the biggest squirrel I have ever seen. It's nothing unusual for him to plop down on his behind with his tummy hanging over the edge of his feet and devour a whole ear of corn in one sitting. How dare any of the others come near it. He's instantly in a rage and chases them off. They tend to only get the crumbs when he heads back to his nest in the big Maple tree on the river bank, for a nap I'm sure. He's getting so fat that he no longer makes the journey from his nest to the deck via the tree limbs. He simply can't make the jumps any longer.
As I sat at the table watching the circus on my deck, I started to think about a time I too was like so many of those traveling this weekend. I was stationed in Cheyenne, Wyoming, at Francis E Warren AFB. I was granted a leave over Christmas and decided to make the journey back to West Virginia so my wife and I could be with family. One of the men in my photo unit lived in Baltimore and was having a problem getting flight connections home. He offered to help on gas if he could ride as far as Columbus, Ohio. We left Cheyenne in the afternoon and headed east. Conversation flowed and the miles flew by with ease. I made the trip from Cheyenne to Parkersburg in 24 hours. We stopped for gas and eats and that was it. Actually it was a good trip considering the distance.
As I sat this morning and watched the snow falling, I heard the news stories of all that are stranded and remembered a time I too knew that helpless feeling. It's so peaceful to look out and see a blanket of snow, the limbs all covered, and that strange silence that comes with it all. There's something about all of this that gives coffee a totally different flavor and effect. The fire in the fireplace seems warmer and more welcoming, and definitely a new meaning to "a long winter's nap".
Tis the season once again
38 years ago today my daughter was born. Oh, how I so well remember that day. I was stationed at Shaw AFB in Sumter, SC. It was a long labor, and the nurse had sent me home, telling me there was nothing I could do and to get out of her way. I had just gotten ready to sit down and relax a few minutes when the phone ran. I was summoned to the hospital. I hurried to get ready and when I opened the door I had two surprises waiting on me. One was a fog so thick you couldn't even see the car. The other was our Santee Pointer named Trixie took out after a possum that was in the yard. Not what I needed. I finally got the dog back in and then faced the trip to the base. The fog was so thick I used a flashlight with the door open to follow the berm of the road.
That night I was given one of the greatest gifts a man can receive. I have been so proud of her since that very first moment. Nothing has changed. She is a beautiful mother in her own right, now with a doll baby of a granddaughter. Just as all three are to me.
As I went from one small project to the other today, I put my Christmas CD's on. I'm sure everyone has their favorites from the old standards of years gone by to even some of the new modern versions. A couple of years ago I came across a Christmas special on PBS. It was called a Christmas from Dublin. The group is four ladies by the name of the "Celtic Women". I honestly think that their voices are what angels will sound like. I'm partial to Celtic music anyway and this just captured my mind and heart. But one of my all time favorites is John Denver and the Muppets Christmas Together Album. If you should get the chance to either pick the album up or view some of the cuts on Youtube, it's more than worth it.
There's just something about a cold December day, with the way the sun sets at dusk that brings so many thoughts to my mind. I was thinking today how rich I am as a man. For I have seen that special look in my children's eyes on Christmas morning. It's just something one can't put a price on and I will never forget.
It will change. To me, it's the same...it's home.
Several mines were active in the area. Raleigh Number 7 was behind my house on the ridge and Pimmerton along the Table Rock ridge area. The landscape was scattered with various strip mine ventures from time to time. Beaver had it's own movie theater where my brother Andy was the projectionist at one time. Twenty five cent matinees were in easy reach of most of us, often obtained from soft drink bottle returns. Beaver had its own grade school, which my whole family attended and fed the population of Shady Spring High School. I was the last attending class of the old high school and first graduation class of the new in 1967.
A lot of the locals worked for the railroad or in the mines. I can still see in my mind the miners walking up the road with their hard hats and blackened faces, contrasted by the round, shiny dinner buckets they carried. These men held my respect then and still do. Often they would walk in the yard and stop and talk to my parents about what was going on in the area, or how their garden was doing. It was nothing uncommon for them to leave with a hand full of fresh tomatoes or a bag of green beans.
I spent my younger days fishing Beaver Creek every chance I'd get. I knew every rock, and every hole from the airport road to the Beaver Block company. I'd ride my bike to the old site of the Blue Jay lumber company and fish all the spots that held such a secret then.
My grandfather had a cabinet shop in Beaver. To most, he was known as Uncle Charley. I used to watch with amazement at his craftsmanship and the monstrous saw blades men would bring to him to be sharpened. I can still see him walking from the shop to the house at dinner time, brushing off the saw dust and his so well known cough. I never knew my grandfather to not wear his fedora hat when he worked. So often I'd venture to his shop, and he'd hand me a hand full of nails and small hammer and scrap piece of wood..."Drive 'em straight, David".
Beaver had it's grocery stores and markets. Southern produce was always fresh at Ransom's market. I'd walk in with a list my mother had given me and knew I was going to be greeted by the owner as "Little Ray"...I only knew his name as Chawback and he had grown up in Beaver with my father. He never failed to look at me and tell me that as long as I lived my dad would never die. At the time I didn't really know what he meant, but it referred to looking so much like my father.
Beaver at one time was a tight community. There was one church that the Baptist and Methodist shared on odd and even Sundays. My grandfather was an elder in the Baptist church and I still have a photo where he and other men from Beaver were burning a bank note that was paid off for the new Beaver Baptist Church. Southern WV culture was very strong then and the men and deacons sat on the same Pew. My father was a Sunday School teacher and so well liked by all of those in his class. Many years after his passing I have had those that attended his class tell me how much he meant to them. So many of the coal camp homes in Beaver were built by my father as well as those in the Beckley area.
When I got older, I began to venture out to areas new to me as young pup. I began to hunt the ridges and mountain tops around Beaver. I had a spot a good hike from my house that had a large rock outcropping. The rocks were on a steep bank right at the top. Far below ran Piney Creek on it's way to New River and the railroad. I could sit on these rocks and it would put me right up among the Hickory tree tops below. Hidden against them, I was in a perfect place to squirrel hunt. I have spent so many fall days sitting on these rocks and counting the coal cars as they made their way from Raleigh to Prince. I'd buy my shells usually 5 or 6 at a time at Lilly's Hardware. I learned at a very early age not to waste a shot. Often on the hike I'd kick up a rabbit or a grouse. Like a cat with a captured mouse I was so proud to show them to my mother when I got home. Little did I know, it was a coming of age ritual I was experiencing. It was at that time I formed a love for autumn in West Virginia. Every color you can imagine would line these ridges and hollows.
One Saturday morning, I took the hike to the ridge to hunt. I could hear the noise well before I got to where I was going. I came to the ridge where the rocks were and I was, all of sudden, lost. The hickory grove and Red Oak were gone. Instead, it was bulldozers and cutting machines getting ready for a strip mine. A man approached me and asked me my name. I told him and he asked if Ray Akers was my father. He proceeded to tell me I couldn't hunt there anymore. They were taking timber to get ready for the mine. Funny how certain things, after all this time, stays with you. He told me his name was John Plumbly and to tell my dad he said hello. I told my father that afternoon about the meeting. He went on to tell me what a good man John was. To me, I hated him for cutting down my trees. After all they were mine...I didn't care who owned them. They were mine.
The summer I turned 14, my mother approached me one afternoon while I was painting the steps to my grandfather's house. She had been to the store, and Henry Lilly asked if I would be interested in a job. I went to talk to Henry and he told me he needed a stock boy and someone to help around the store. Little did I know I was starting, basically, a full time job. My hunting and fishing time was no longer, except on Sunday afternoon after church. I soon made friends with the older men that worked for Henry. It didn't take long to be part of my life, other than school. Once I got my drivers license, my job was delivery and seeing a part of Raleigh County and it's culture I didn't know.
Beaver was more than just a place in my mind. It was also the hometown of my friends. Kids I started first grade with. Kids that soon became as much like family as anything else. These were kids like Bobby and Jody, who I shared so much with and thought the world of. Boys you played ball with and felt when growing up there would be no separation. Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. There were families you soon learned to care about and admire. These were the people that waved and always stopped to asked how you were doing, or how your parents were. These were families and children with a mountain and southern West Virginia heritage, a common matter we all shared.
Beaver was a town where on a cool evening you could sit on the pipe fence rail at Ruth Evans' house and just watch the cars go by. Never a fear of trouble and problems from others. Beaver was a town where a walk to the Kook Kup was an adventure and always ending with one of Cora's cool treats. Beaver was an all-American town where on the fourth of July, you could hear the bootleg firecrackers and bottle rockets going off. Flags draped the front porches and picnics everywhere. Nestled in this valley between two ridges, it looked like a post card from New England with the church steeples and the creek flowing through. I'm sure there are those that lived there that didn't see if through my eyes...or my mind. I'm sure there are those that couldn't wait to leave and never returned. Perhaps I took the time to see it as it was. On a visit to my mothers in the late 70's I drove up the top of the ridge behind her house. I stopped and walked out into the field where I could look down on Beaver. It had changed. It had grown. The vacant field now had a Kroger's and the airport road was now an exit off I-64. Fast food was there where at one time only Cora's Kook Kup offered a hot dog. I could see from the old High School to the bend at Glen Morgan. It had changed...but I still could see the houses where my friends lived. I could see where I went to church and where a summer's afternoon you'd find me fishing.
I could see the grocery store where I worked, and I could see the house where I was raised. It looked different. But it was still the same...it was my home.
It's a West Virginia Mountaineers...thing of the heart
I have never really been a sports fan. I follow them at times more so out of curiosity than anything else. But Mountaineer Football is something entirely different. Perhaps the same emotion that thousands in this state feel but can't explain.
As I sat in the stands during the pregame, the voice of legendary Jack Flemming came to my mind as if a ghost was sitting in the seat next to me. It was as if I could hear him saying, "Autumn in Morgantown, West Virginia, home of West Virginia University is here. It's a cool fall night, the perfect canvas for football as the West Virginia Mountaineers take the field"... No one could commentate the Mountaineers like Jack could.
As I sat there watching the warm ups, my mind drifted back to 1967 and being in Parkersburg going to school. A friend of mine from Beaver was in his second year in Morgantown and called to invite me up for the weekend and a WVU football game. The only exposure to such a thing was on TV and even that was rare. I jumped at the chance. He drove from Morgantown and spent the night Friday night and we took off to Morgantown via Rt 50 which at that time was mostly two lanes still. Fall was in full force and it's effect on me added to the excitement of this weekend.
Over the past few years I have read several accounts of WVU inviting the late John Denver to the new stadium to sing "Country Roads". The bottom line of each article you might read is that he was awe struck, not expecting to have 50,000 back up singers. At the end of the game I glanced over to my 3 year old granddaughter sitting on her father's shoulders. She knew every word to the song..."Almost Heaven, West Virginia"...once again my eyes were blurred.
Autumn in the air
It's the beginning of September already. The weather in this area of the mountain state has turned cool. Daytime temps in the mid 70's and down to 50 at night. The sky is a clean and clear blue that seems to have no beginning or an end. Dusk comes earlier than it did a couple of weeks ago, and dawn seems to hang on for the longest time before daylight comes to the river. Having coffee on the deck in the morning requires a long sleeve shirt. The dew seems heavier and lasts till well up in to the morning.
I built a fire in my fire pit, and as I sat there watching the flames dance and the smoke swirl, memories of other falls and the Autumn season slowly began to replace the notions of getting the yard mowed and weeds pulled. I began to plan where I'll set my Mums this year and place the shocks of corn. Suddenly, the list of things I need done before winter doesn't seem as doable as it did when I felt I had a lot of time to do it. The trees around my house will be turning a beautiful shade of yellow, and late in the evening with the lights on my house looks like a Kincaid painting.
Friday and Saturday evenings, I'll hear the cannon fire that signals the start of a local football game, and instantly my Associated Index will bring smells of the hotdog concession at a Shady Spring High football game. The section of the Upper Shavers I fish will soon be every color one can imagine and the river, at times, like an artist palette with all the mixed leaves and colors. One does not need a trip to New England to have their breath taken away. It's right here. My wardrobe will change also. No longer the shorts and t-shirts but soon to be back to my flannel shirts and old faded jeans I'm so comfortable in. Even my diet will change. You will find a pot of chili or vegetable soup on the stove and fresh homemade bread sending its scent throughout the house. There will be many evenings in the swing or on the deck, drifting back to another time in the mountains of southern West Virginia. I'll close my eyes and see the fall vista of Grandview, and continue my journey of searching for the one perfect tree that symbolizes this wonderful season...camera ready, so I can capture it.
Frost will bring a brown canvas to show off the reds of poison ivy and oak. Young Sumac will stand out way before you get to them. Fire on the Mountains will turn red and orange and yards go from bright green to a carpet of leaves. Saturday mornings will be just like those growing up and a layer of smoke from burning leaves hanging in the hair over Beaver. My Balsam and Snap Dragons will be replaced with blooms of crimson, purple and yellow Mums. Firewood will be carried to the deck and days working outside will get shorter.
It is my favorite time of the year. Time to gather books for winter reading, bundle up for walks, and time on the deck with a cup of hot coffee in my favorite cup. I have always had a matter with fall I could not identify. I'm sure I'm not alone in this. At times, it's an endless energy, trying to soak it all up before winter makes it's appearance. Sometimes, it's an unknown sadness I can't quite put my finger on. Perhaps it's signaling an end...or preparation for a new beginning. The warmth of the fire tonight felt good and the orange flames had a rival. The full moon was a bright orange...and the perfect back drop for a witch on her broom out and about for the evening.
It's called fishing, not catching
On one of the visits to my Grandmother Richmond's farm at Pluto, I took a long stick and tied a hardware store bought line to the end of it. There were no fancy leaders or tippets....just a small hook and worms gathered from under a rotten log behind the smokehouse. Pinch Creek gets it's start at the corner of my grandparents' farm. It flows slowly through the meadow creating a deep hole at each bend. I must have been 10 or so...but I can remember today seeing that line go tight and under a log. I had caught my first native brook trout. My uncle who lived on the farm was watching me from the foot bridge and told me to get a few more and he'd fix them for dinner. That was my first taste of trout and the beginning of a love affair that has never died.
I bought my first fly rod while stationed at Frances E Warren AFB in Cheyenne, Wyoming, in 1970. It just happened that the day I was in the store, so was Curt Gowdy, the famous sportscaster and fly fisherman. He signed the 9 foot Eagle Claw rod I bought and I have that rod today. It was once I was out of the service and venturing out to streams I had only heard about, that I began to fall in love with fly fishing. I have spent so many hours on streams that most never visit and never catch a trout. Yet, caught up in where I was at and what I was teaching myself slowly, but surely, to do. I would often venture out with friends from work to a recently stocked stream and use a spinning outfit, only to catch myself watching for a hatch or a rise that I could have cast to. I began to find a peace and solace in places most never think of. To see the surface of the water break and a small native trout hit a fly I have tied gives me more pleasure and peace of mind than I can describe. There is actually a romance about it all, and releasing it to catch another day is a part of it. It's a way of sharing back and forth with this beautiful state of ours. Trout live in such beautiful places.
I bought my first older Shakespeare Rod in the late 80's and have been hooked ever since. There's a lot of things I don't remember and a lot of trout I have forgotten. But I can remember the first trout on that old rod. I was at the lower falls on Fall Run of the Holly River park, and it was a Black Gnat dry fly that I had cast to a small Rainbow that been coming to the surface. There was no turning back. The desire to build my own only grew stronger.
The more I researched the older rods, the more I came to realize it was much more than planing down bamboo strips and glueing them together. There was, in fact, a science behind it. This comes into play with the taper and length of the rod. The taper meaning the progression of the size from the tip to the handle. I was fortunate to be able to find others who had gone this route before me, and their trials and tests to find just what they wanted. Building bamboo fly rods can be a very expensive venture, so I slowly began to gather what tools I didn't have so I could start.
I have built over 12 of these rods. I've sold a few, kept a few and given some away. I sign each with my name and the Motto...Montani Sempri Lebri, meaning Mountaineers are always free men. It was while I was making my last few rods, I began to notice a problem I have been having with my hand. Arthritis has taken it's toll in my hands and wrists and I can no longer plane as I did. I'd spend an evening in my shop working on a rod and then have to take four or five off for my hands to get so I could do it again. I loved it while it lasted.
Casting a bamboo rod is much different that casting the newer power rods. It requires you to slow down and pay much more attention to what you are doing and the mechanics of laying a weightless imitation of a fly out on the water...just as nature would do with the real thing.
It was one of those spring days you read about in books. The scent of everything coming to life was everywhere on top of Cheat Mountain as I made my way down to the stream. The sky was cloudless and wildlife was taking advantage of the absence of snow. As I hiked down the mountain through the Laurel and Spruce, I could hear the river ahead of me and the excitement that never dies grew in my chest. I sat on the bank and watched the water for evidence of some sort of insect hatch that I could try to match from my selection of flys. I decided to go with a fly that tends to imitate a lot of things and see what this new rod I had built was like. I began to work the pool from all angles and, with each cast, fell in love with the creation in my hands.
I had let the Stimulator fly drift to the tail of the pool, and out of the water came a beautiful rainbow with the fly in it's mouth. There is nothing I can write to explain the feeling of that catch. I had caught a beautiful colored rainbow trout with not only a fly I had tied but a rod I had built. The transfer of energy from the trout ran up the hair thin tippet, through the line and down the rod to my hands. The whole exchange of a trout fighting on the other end winds up as excitement in your heart. One that I never tire of and often becomes an addiction.
I spent the rest of the day learning the quirks and traits of the rod. I was fishing and not catching. That was fine, because I was alone in such a beautiful place. I was witnessing Wild Wonderful West Virginia at it's finest. The only sounds were those made by the river. Each bend held a new scene of nature that took my breath away. I was in "Almost Heaven". Toward late afternoon, a hatch of Blue Wing Olives came to the surface. I tied on a size 22 and began to work the ripples to several deep pools. Out of nowhere the hits came, one right after the other.
It's a day I'll never forget and will always see it as my benchmark on fly fishing. I was alone in the middle of nowhere, intoxicated by the sounds and scents of Spring and with my own creations. I have since caught a lot of trout on the rod I built, but that day will always remain with me. When I open the Oak presentation box I keep it in, I instantly go back to that Spring day on the Upper Shavers River of Cheat Mountain.
My last rod sits half finished. On a good day when my hands are not swollen and I can manipulate my fingers, I work on it. It will be signed: My Last One...David Akers, builder.
An anniversary of sorts....
On February the 14, 2002, I was awakened in the middle of the night with what I thought was a sinus headache. Little did I know the pain that rousted me from a deep sleep would be a villain in my life for the next 6 years. I had only been asleep a couple of hours when it happened. The headache lasted about three hours and went away as fast as it came. I knew I was having some sinus problems as I usually do that time of the year and really didn't give any thought to it.
I had just started my 7 day long break and was off from work. I went about my day preparing for a coming snow storm they were predicting and really didn't feel bad at all. Then that night within 30 minutes of the time the first one hit...another one. Only this time it was twice as bad. Bad enough it scared me. I experienced things I have never known before. While outside the storm raged. This time it lasted for four hours and absolutely wiped me out. When daylight came and the headache subsided, we also had 14 inches of snow. Roads were closed, businesses shut down and I was snowed in, even with a four wheel drive.
I began to experience what is known as the "hang over" or aftermath during the day. My neck and face were so sore I couldn't stand to touch it. But the confusion of what was going on was just as bad. That night again within an hour and half after I was asleep it hit. This time...I felt sure I was going to die. I had never in my life experienced such pain. My left eye was swollen shut...along with the left side of my nose. I experienced a feeling of heat that I still cannot describe. It was then I realized I was doing things I had no control over. I paced and walked...cussed, cried, and screamed. I felt that in the wee hours of that winter morning my life would end. I knew that only something really bad could cause such pain.
When it became daylight, I decided I had to do something regardless of the streets. I finally made it out and went to emergency medical. They told me I had a serious sinus infection and gave me some meds to take. They told me, as always, to go see my personal physician as soon as I could. That night, just as with the others, it hit. My teeth were so numb you could pull them without Novocaine. I paced, rocked and held my head in my hands like a vice trying to force the pain out. I cussed and screamed which is something totally out of my nature. Without realizing what I was doing, I went outside in the cold and packed my face in snow. I don't know why. I know I did. Finally it was over just as fast as it came.
This was the pattern for the next 18 days. I went to my personal physician and he, in turn, sent me to a neurologist and a headache specialist. After thorough exams of MRI Scans, and everything else you can think of, he told me I was suffering from what is known as Episodic Cluster Headaches. He told me the medical history of them. That they were very rare and there was no known cure. There was a regimen of meds I could take to ease them somewhat. But that was it. He instructed me on giving myself a pain shot when they hit and set me up an appointment with a specialist that deals with them in Charlottesville, Virgina.
The headaches ended by the end of March and I felt it was over with. I began to research them and the more I found, the more concerned I became. They had all sorts of nicknames from "The Devils Dance" to "The Smith and Wesson Headaches". Some actually called them "The Suicide Headaches". I found that an unexplained nature of them was the uncanny time line they followed. The end of April mine were back and far worse than the first series. At times, my temples were void of hair where I had pulled it out, and I'd go to work looking like I had been in a bar fight from the black and blue bruises where I had unknowingly hit myself or squeezed my head so hard trying to force the pain out. This set lasted 9 days. So became my life every three months to the extent you could mark your calendar by them. Each came after I was asleep for about 2 hours. Each lasted from 2 to 5 hours.
A doctor from the Cleveland Clinic created a pain scale for the clusters during a group study of them. A number 5 is like the worse migraine you can have. Number 13 was suicidal. After my visit to Virginia, I was taught how to judge the pain and instructed to keep a journal of them. My employer was sent a letter explaining how rare and how intense the pain was and the type of meds I was on that might show up in my yearly physicals. I became afraid to go anywhere. I was afraid to travel and carried even more fear my children might see me have one. I was held hostage by them.
This was my life for 6 years. In that time frame I had over 250 of them. I have cried till my eyes were bloodshot and screamed to the point I lost my voice. I begged God and I cussed him. Never in control of what I was saying or actually knowing. I have thrown things and knocked holes in the wall not knowing till they were over that I had done so. One physician who did a study on the Clusters wrote that it's some of the worse pain one can experience. She described it as amputation with out anesthetics. She went on to explain that out of the thousand cases she studied, that the word "cluster" was a key to recognizing them. She went on to say they were not even in the same category as migraines and you don't have just one. So many know or feel they know of someone who has them..or had them. But in reality it was not the true "clusters". It's something you don't want to see another have...nor will you ever forget the pain.
For 6 years I knew that at least 4 times a year, an hour and half to two hours after I was asleep they would hit. It was like knowing that each time you fell asleep the same terrible nightmare was going to happen. I had every test you can imagine. Sleep test after sleep test. I tried meds that one sufferer would suggest and nothing showed a trigger...or relief.
Then the first of June 2008 they hit. Only this time they hit during the day and some days I had as many as 5 or 6 of them. By the end of the first week of June I was beside myself. I was desperate. Dangerously so. I contacted the specialist in Virginia and they conferred with my personal physician and suggested a morphine patch. I won't go into details, but, fear, pain and a hopeless feeling went beyond danger for me. I knew I could not continue to suffer 10 to 13 level Clusters much longer. I ran into a problem with getting pain meds from my insurance company. My personal physician tried to help but was running into a block wall and I was running out of time. I simply could not stand it much longer.
I contacted my son for help and he asked me if I would consider trying something somewhat new. He called and got me in with a Neurologist the specializes in chronic, severe pain. When I went to see him the first time and explained what I was going through he showed me more compassion than any physician I had seen. Trust me. I had been to a bunch of them. He told me something I'll never forget...he said, "I'm 90 percent sure I can stop 90 percent of the pain". "I just can't tell you how long it will last". He told me it could last a week, a month, a year or 5 years. I told him if he could give one week of sleep it was worth it.
The procedure consisted of long needles placed at three nerve points in the base of the skull. Then one in the jaw on the side the headaches were at and one in the temple. I'm not going to lie. I walked back to my son in the waiting area with tears running down my face. The procedure hurt and hurt bad. After each procedure I'd sleep at times for 12 to 20 hours. I had a total of 4 of these. Finally after the fourth one, the headaches stopped. That has been one year ago today. One year I have been pain free. I still wake at nights with the symptoms of them. But no pain. For the first time in 6 years I'm no longer afraid to travel or be around others certain times of the year. For the first time in 6 years, I don't have to worry about stocking up on pain meds and stat pens. For the first time in 6 years, I don't have the fear of being at work or in a grocery store or at dinner and the "devil coming to dance". I finally have my life back.
For those that want more information on these devils and those that suffer them you can check out The Organization for Understanding Cluster Headaches..."OUCH".
Randy Kadish: The Fly Caster Who Tried To Make Peace With The World.
I received an email not long ago from Randy. He had read my blog and wanted to send me a copy of his book. I really didn't know what to expect when it arrived. I sat it on my night stand and kept putting it off. After a late night venture to the yard with the pup, I found I couldn't go back to sleep, so I opened the book and was instantly hooked. There are untold numbers of fly fishing books written each year. Some have become classics; the others simply don't make it. Often they are only repeating some instruction covered by another. This book, however, is different. Much different. Randy informed me it might be a little bit heavy reading. I didn't find it as so and hung to each page and chapter.
I found it very interesting the fact of a problem with "catch and release" and "private versus public water" on the Beaverkill in New York, as far back as the early 1900's. I also found it even more interesting the use of bamboo rods then. The shop his friend Billy had that he describes is what I imagine the early builders' shops were like. To read about a transition of a rich kid from New York City to the Catskill Mountains told me so much about Ian MacBride, the main character in the book.
We each have a means of self defense and a way of dealing with loss. Some go in directions that only create more damage to their lives and those of others. I'll take that feeling of feeling a rod I have built load and shoot a line to a run across a stream any day. I highly recommend anyone who enjoys fly fishing and the dynamics of fly castings to purchase and read this book. I'm flattered that Randy sent it to me, and wanted me to read it. It's as if he knew I'd be captured from page one. For you see, I too met an Izzy on the Abrams Creek in the SMNP long ago. Things he showed me, I still use today. I waded downstream just a few yards around a bend and when I went back to tell him how well his advice had worked, he was gone. Much like the Izzy in Randy's incredible story.
Thank you very much, Randy Kadish, for choosing to send me your book. I'm honored and I appreciate it very much.
Randy Kadish is an outdoor writer whose works have appeared in such well known periodicals as Flyfishing and Tying Journal, and Fishing and Hunting News.
St. Vitus Dance, Southern style
The name of the film is Shag, The Movie. The basis of the movie is typical of such films. A group of recently graduated high school kids decide to sneak off to Myrtle Beach. They are suppose to be attending some sort of a Southern culture event and in no way heading to the Redneck Riviera. You might know it was Fun Sun week and full of other high school grads from up and down the Eastern part of the US. I, too, had a Sun Fun week experience but that's for another post at a later date.
Myrtle beach has been the student mecca for as long as I can remember. When I was a senior and entertained the thoughts of going with the group I graduated with, I was told, "you ain't going to that old beach place". So instead, I went to work for Beckley Glass Company and spent my graduation week in the tourist mecca of Welch, West Virginia. It seems there was a riot of sorts and a store front window broken in the process. Anyway, seeing the movie Shag brought something to mind that brought a laugh out loud and a need to watch it again.
I was in a grocery store in South Carolina. It was there the person I was with, all of a sudden, grabbed the handle to the frozen food door and began a gyration much like St. Vitus Dance. There was an older gentlemen I used to see in downtown Beckley who would walk the streets during the day and all of a sudden go into a dance to music only his mind was hearing. My mom would say...as she so often did, "the poor old soul has St. Vitus Dance". I began to think the same that afternoon buying stuff for a cook out. But then another customer came down the isle and began to do the same thing. The conversation that followed revealed it was what is known as Shag Dancing. It's a dance born out of the beach culture and known as "beach music".
How these folks can be in such an almost reclined position and not fall down is beyond me. To say I was a wee bit embarrassed is an understatement. But it was refreshing to know that two total strangers could meet there between the frozen foods and fresh ground coffee and communicate by shuffling their feet and holding on to a door handle.
Later that evening as I was grilling burgers and chef for the evening, the same thing happened. Only this time it was with the deck rail post. I heard no music that I was aware of, but someone sure must have. A voice from the other end of the deck yelled out..."Momma, would you please stop that, it's embarrassing".
She then looked at me and asked if we had Shag dancing up there in West Virginia? I told her not really, but we have just learned this new thing called the Fox Trot. A very bewildered look came across her face, and she said something I'll never forget..."My God, down here they'll Shag to the 6 O'clock news"What in the world was she thinking?
I was watching an old movie last night with a scene where someone was on their death bed, and the local town's doctor was administering an elixir of some nature. I had to laugh when I saw that...for it reminded me of a a similar thing my mother used to do.
As a child, and even today, I have a problem with sinus. Each summer, just as school was out, it would hit. I didn't know then it was spurred by allergies...I do now. I believed my mother when she told me it was skinny dipping in the Little Hole below the Blue Jay Cemetary. Just couldn't figure out why I was the only one getting sick.
But my mother had a remedy...it didn't work, but it was used all the same. It came in a thin clear bottle that was well hidden on the top shelf in the kitchen cabinet...along with a spoon large enough to dig a grave with. This same spoon was tarnished from years of holding it over the flame of the kitchen stove to warm up this magical elixir. This magic potion was Castor Oil. Made from fish oil and plants and with no real known benefit other than sending you to the bathroom in a very short time. This had to be, without a doubt, the most vile tasting thing I have ever tasted. Often this warm thick nothing was rewarded with the bite from an orange. Trust me, this didn't help one bit. It did, however, help with one thing. I seldom complained I was sick for the fear of then seeing her pull the chair over and climb to that top shelf.
I mentioned this at work one evening and got the comment that child abuse comes in many forms. They were joking, of course, but when you are 10 years old and knew what was ahead, you too thought it was. I'd complain like any child would. I got the same alternative each time. It's either the dose of Castor Oil or a shot in the butt from Ol' Doc Tetter. That was like choosing between a snake bite and poke in the eye. Internet searches show that Castor Oil's only true medical advantage was it worked like a laxative. Never could connect that with sinus and sore throat.
One of the hardest decisions I've ever made
I went to work in the technology area in what was known as the Physical Testing Lab. It was there I learned to test the products for their different qualities such as impact, strength and flammability. A few years later, I was approached on setting up and working the Electron Microscope Lab for the analytical area. In 1991 the company, which had been bought by Borg Warner in the early 70's, was purchased by General Electric. They remained the owners until 2007. It was then purchased by a company from Saudi Arabia known as SABIC. In 1991, I transferred from the technology area to the manufacturing division and the Chemical Operations area.
The recent economical situation has brought a lot of matters no one wants to see. That's shutdowns and layoffs. Men I have worked with for 20 years are out of work and their families without much needed job support and income. I felt in December when the first layoffs came down that it wasn't over with. I was right. The last week of February they announced another reduction in work force and offered a Special Early Retirement. To qualify one had to have a certain amount of years service and be 60 years old by the first of April. The amount of reductions depended on how many retirements took place. I knew I had a decision to make. So many things came into play with making this decision. Things like income, change of life style, my health, and if I was simply ready or not.
This past winter has been rough on me. The 12 hour shift work, working outside in the cold, the change in work hours, and so many other things. I probably changed my mind a dozen times from one day to the next. I was having problems getting information from the new company as to what my actual retirement would consist of money wise. Anger was pulling me to change my mind and not take it and to stick it out and see what happened. Then this past Monday, March the 23, my birthday, the layoffs came. It was much deeper than anyone thought it would be. The two men I have worked with, and spent so much time with, both lost their jobs. The emotions were deep and strong. We could only shake hands and wish each other a silent farewell and well wishes. Our voices were choked up. It was then I made my mind up. I didn't want to be part of what was left behind. It wasn't an easy decision. But it's final and for the first time in 37 years, I'm no longer working.
Tonight was my last night at work. I climbed high on the fluid bed dryer I have spent so much time on over the past 15 years and looked out over the river and the plant. I thought of so many times with the chill factor well below zero and being in this same spot working on a problem. I thought of the papers I have presented. The patents that have my name on them. I thought of countless friends and customers I got to know...their kids and families and lives. It was a bittersweet moment as I climbed down those many steps for the last time. It was over.
There are so many things I can and want to do. There are streams yet to be fished, scenes of this beautiful state yet to photograph and woodworking projects I have put on the back burner for such a long time. I'm sure, in time, my body and mind will adapt to something close to normal for a change. With an anxious approach, I look forward to it. It being the right decision is yet to be known. It will, in fact, be an adventure I'm sure.
Mother Nature is a Pole dancer, or That first batch of Iced Tea for the season
I'm not sure of the history of sweet tea. I'm sure, however, there are a lot of claims to it's origin. If you talk to someone from the south, they lay claim to it as strongly as they do to grits and NASCAR.
I was at an old home place that still held all the stereotypes of days gone by in the south, complete with Spanish Moss and tall white pillars across a long, deep front porch. I was taken to the kitchen to be introduced to the gathered family and obviously where only the women folk were allowed. It was almost as if I had walked into the women's restroom by mistake. Sundays after church was a tradition one simply didn't skip unless one wanted to be the blunt of next Sunday's tongue lashing. The same food was served each Sunday, including the old standby of fried chicken and all the trimmings.
First on the list was the introduction to "mama" who was obvious the kitchen pit boss. Still dressed in her Sunday finest with the addition of a well worn apron, she was barking out orders as to what went on what plate and what went into the oven at just the right time. You would have thought it was a NASA launch instead of a Sunday meal.
I couldn't help but pick up an aroma of something that was so strange to me. When I asked what it was, I got the strangest look from all the cook trainees under Mama's tutelage. I was told it was "tsup". Something I had never heard of, but must admit I loved the smell. When I asked what in the world is "tsup", I was looked at like an alien asking for someone to take me to their leader. "It's "tsup", David. How do you make Ice Tea without "tsup". It then dawned on me the inherited nature of not pronouncing their "r's " and "g's". They were telling me "Tea Syrup".
I asked what was in it and a silence came over the room, along with a refusal to answer. I knew if I inquired any further all the family "bubbas" would remove me from the room and possibly the property. All I know, it was dark and thick and the steam from it went right to your nose.
Mama said grace at the table that would rival any benediction to a tent revival. Each said a very impressive amen as if to reward her for her oratory. Biscuits the size of a saucer were passed and you took one even if you didn't want it. These people had the ritual down pat, cause the next thing to be passed was the butter. The fried Chicken would rival anything the Colonel would shove into a box. Then the picture of Iced Tea was passed and it was poured over ice in such a tall thin glass. To me there wasn't much more than a good swallow there, it was what they used.
It was then as if someone counted out to three in a silence code, that a napkin was wrapped around the glass. I haven't yet figured that out and glad the men folk didn't partake of that ritual.
I must say I have never tasted fried Chicken that good before or since. I can still remember the stares when I ate it with fork. I think the women folk ate it by hand just to show off the 200 dollar fingernail jobs. Once the main meal was over a plate was served with a large slice of pecan pie. Now, add that to a sugar high from the Iced Tea and you will walk the floors at night for a week. I have always loved Pecan Pie, but I have yet to taste any that was as good as Momma had made for that Sunday dinner. Everyone retired to the front porch with napkin covered glasses in hand. It was there the most recent gossip gathered at church, rather than the sermon, was discussed. My, oh my, those Southerners really know how to spice up one's life, and fair to keep it a secret. I wonder why all these Jr. ministers tend to falter while doing counseling? Needs research I think.
He had a vision...
When I decided to remodel the small cottage I had purchased on the river, others begin to look at me like I was crazy. How are you going to do this? Why are you going to do that? What's that going to look like? In my mind, I knew before I drove the first nail.
Recently, my oldest son made a very difficult decision to go out on his own and open his own Chiropractic clinic. When he came to me on a Sunday afternoon this past October, I could see the look on his face, and in his eyes...it was time. I also know the difficulty of doing so. I promised him I'd support and help in anyway I could. So we set out to find a place to lease for his new office.
For someone starting out on their own, so much has to be considered to prevent built-in failure. Leasing commerical property can be so very expensive and come with a tremendous overhead. You read and hear so much the saying that the three things to business success is "location, location and location". This is so true and became a predominate player in this venture. But he found one. It was a recently closed Domino Pizza Shop. When we met the landlord at the site the first time, I stood in the background and instantly put my mind into a builders mode. I was going through more math and structures than I could sort. I was also very concerned from what I was seeing. The landlord asked him what he was going to put in the space. He then said he didn't think it would work. But my son looked at me...and then to him and said "It will work, I have a vision. "
We measured and discussed, and then measured some more, and finally a contract for this location on Blizzard Drive was signed. I soon found myself on the dinning room table drawing a set of plans for something I could only vision in my mind, based on what my son could share with me. Little did we know what we were getting ourselves into.
The place was a mess and victim of years of rebuilds and changes that would drive most builders crazy. We then started the headbutting and headache of dealing with the Code Department of commerical construction versus not having a contractors license and building within the city. It seemed forever to get the permit based on my drawings and plans. But it finally came about on the 15th of December 2008. I soon lost count of the number of hours we spent tearing out the old pizza business and simply getting things ready to rebuild.
But...now comes the part I hate...the drywall. To comply with the code we had to dry wall the whole thing in heavy 5/8's inch sheet rock. Each sheet a back breaker. Each sheet reducing the framed walls to a mental image that this is all too small...it's not going to work. When the last sheet was nailed and screwed in place, I found myself standing in the middle of my son's vision. His friends that helped along with his landlord would shake their heads and say, "I would have never thought this would work".
Soon the ceiling grid was rigged and the walls painted and trim in place. But it was far from over. Now came the final inspection by the code and fire department. This had to be done and passed before the ceiling could be installed along with the finished plumbing and electric along with the carpet. I'll never forget the supervisor of the code department telling my son..."you are open for business Doc".
The next few days were busy getting each room just right. Setting his adjustment tables in place and the most important....His sign. I stood back in the parking lot with a lump in my throat as big as my fist as I looked at it. If pride leads to sin, then that warm February afternoon I was a very sinful person for a few moments. I walked through the finished office and, for a few moments, I could see my father doing his final look before he turned a job over to the owners.
Once again, I had seen a circle completed. I doubt if my son realizes the concept that so many years of Akers family heritage were in that building that day. But they were there, smiling and saying..."you did a wonderful job with your vision, Bob". On February the 16Th, The Akers Chiropractic Clinic was seeing patients. I drive by the clinic and see the cars in the parking lot and patients sitting in the waiting room, and think..."well done, son..well done".